Well at least I felt that way....
So I had to give myself the trigger today. Seems like not such a big deal since I have been giving myself my gonal-f injects for the past 6 days....buttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt it was.
First off...I give myself my gonal-f injects through a pen so it is super easy. I also do it in the privacy of my own home.
Today, my trigger HAD to be done at work, but to make matters worse I had to cross cover today and not work at my normal job. I found time to sneak away with my "bag" and use the bathroom. A busy bathroom. A bathroom with 2 stalls and a line. A dirty bathroom.
Anyway, there I was...sitting on the toilet, trying to spread out my drugs and needles, while reading the instructions and people jiggling to door to "see if anyone was in there". To make a long story shorter, it was rushed and panic-like. Then, after it was over I had to carry out my dirty used needles in my bag. I felt like I had just done something so bad in a public bathroom at work and needed to find a sharps container immediately!
I've been badddddddddddd......so bad!
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